Sometimes I wish I wasn’t this addicted to the Internet. It’s not even the fact that I don’t try to go out and make plans, it’s just that I can’t.
There’s basically nothing to do at home but study (and I’m not up for that shit this early into the march break).
My friends live throughout the city since I don’t go to my home high school due to the IB Program.
The friends I already have plans with other friends, and I don’t even have a lot of friends. Also everyone hates me.
I live in the most boring town you could imagine. Ever. It’s the suburbs and all my neighbours are conservative people who only go out to work and their kids aren’t in my age zone. There’s also one big mall where everyone goes to hang out and after freshman year of high school, you realize that place is just plain old ghetto.
I’m also very ugly and very awkward so that cancels out my plans for spontaneously going out to a park and making new friends.
I also live in fucking Canada so basically the snow blinds my eyes and about 0.00001% of the population is outside right now.
I currently live with my parents and being a high school senior isn’t that great when you have NO CAR, AND YOU NEED YOUR PARENTS PERMISSION TO DO EVERYTHING DAMN MAN THE FREEDOM OF A UNIVERSITY KID COME TO ME.